Tuesday, July 26, 2011

A Journey of Detours


This is for the breast-bearing hippies
the wild haired feminists
the child abusers
the free radicals
the cool chasers
the happy artists and the lonely businessmen
this is for the mailwomen
for the factory workers who screw on the tops of toothpaste bottles.
This is for you
for those whose whispers are not heard
for the violent and for the meek
this is for those who stay while everyone else travels
for those who are pretending to be strong
for junior highers on bicycles and for old men in gardens
this is for the late night dishwashing wine sippers
for the new girlfriend
for the lollygaggers
this is for new mothers and dirty diapers
for the average c and for middle c
for the poser and for the hidden
for the free spirit and for the caged bird.
This is for the mustached veterinarian
for the antique junk collector
for the cyclist whose clips won't clip
for the Lutheran pastor with a colorful sash
for the old lady who shares ice cones with her dogs.
This is for girls that drive their own motorcycles
for tree-climbing homeschoolers
for single dads with young children
for tin-can robot makers
for r.v. families
for old couples who sit outside and just hold hands
for angry blonde toddlers
for old women that mow the lawn in American flag bathing suits.
This is for hoodlums with chihuahuas
and for fourteen-year-olds who move out alone because of bipolar mothers
for those who share deep secrets
for those who don't speak to their fathers
for girls that are insecure about their legs
for people that monogram their make-up bags.
This is for the vagabonds and for the wanderers
for dieting mothers
for little girls who wear bathing suits but never swim
for people who don’t want to hold hands
for the toll booth workers and for the times square street preachers.


You have made this journey unforgettable.
You have weaved in and out of my story this summer, which is only made up of me entering and exiting yours. You shared it with me, and for that I am most grateful.
Some for only a glimpse and others I have experienced more deeply.
Some are fleeting moments while others are composed of hours of conversation.
Some are only thoughts while others I have met. You make up the fabric that spans from the far west coast to the east. I am changed and at this point I’m not sure how but I know that I am. I can feel it. Bubbling to the surface the same way water does in a small black pot right before two large eggs are dropped in. It will be a long process unraveling the complexity of this summer. Discovering the changes as they surface, realizing the lessons I have learned along with the things I had to unlearn.

I am always on my way home.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

heart home

> "What did you say about our home?"
> "Home is where the heart is."
> "Then mine's a mobile home."

Monday, May 30, 2011

You're Welcome

I've got wherever it takes
to stand out
above the crowd
even if I gotta shout out loud
till mine is the only face you'll see
gonna stand out
stand out yeah
stand out yeah yeah yeah yeah
stand out
till mine is the only face you'll see
gonna stand out
till you notice me

words schmerds

There once was a little girl who owned a leopard-printed purse and a lack of words. She tried to speak but had yet learned enough words to piece together in order to accurately articulate the thoughts she thought or the feelings she felt. Hot stem of frustration would billow out of her ears at every attempt to speak. This was a growing problem for this little leopard-printed-purse-carrying girl. After a farcical outburst in the cafeteria (over corn dogs from what I could gather), she slowly began to withdraw from society. She moved into the woods with only her limited vocabulary to keep her company. 

Moral of the story: Make your children learn GRE words starting at the ripe ole age of five years.

Untitled #001

This past March I was on a team that went to Texas. This is my absolute favorite quote from the trip: "Three things make my wife cry. Old people, Native Americans, and Louisiana coastal erosion." I have never met this woman but I'm pretty sure I would like her.

Library

    I found this on my computer the other day. I'm pretty sure I wrote this sometime last summer.

I got a library card last week and I've been there three times since then. It's very easily becoming one of my favorite places in Lafayette. It has this sort of 1970s vibe to it...the architecture, the style, the windows, the chairs. The first time I went, I was looking for a GRE prep book. The guy from the circulation desk that was helping find the book asked me what I was going for. I told him anthropology. He said that he had received his masters from LSU in the same field. His thesis was on political cartoons pertaining to Native Americans and the casino industry. It didn't surprise me that he was an anthro major. We talked for awhile about anthropology and graduate school, our only shared piece of history. He was a pleasant fellow with a long black ponytail streaked with grey, although I left feeling slightly disheartened. He has a masters degree in cultural anthropology and is working at the circulation desk at the local library.
    Yesterday Joi and I rode our bikes down there again. Another reason I love the library, I get to ride through downtown to get there. She got her own copy of the Catcher in the Rye, then we proceeded to check out. While the lady was checking us out, I told her that I thought the library card keychains were a great idea. (When you sign up for a library card you get a normal library card and another one that goes on your key chain. It looks like one of those win-dixie money-saving keychain cards.) She looked up and after a long pause said "....okaaay." Really dragged it out too. It's like she really didn't know how to respond to me. It was as though she was thinking, "this is strictly a business transaction, no conversation necessary." Kind of fun to breakup someone's normal routine with human interaction.
    When we were leaving the old security who sits near the door said "I'm beginning to feel like I've known you two for a long time." For we had talked to him in that very same spot the day before. Laughter followed us out the door and we hopped on our blue bikes and rode home. The end.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Likes and Nots

To keep it balanced for every don't I need a like.


I don't like gauchos.
I like ponchos.
I don't like dictators.
I like dictionaries.
I don't like child soldiers.
I like old people hands.
I don't like discrimination.
I like origami cranes.
I don't like bras.
I like sisters.
I don't like writing on chalk boards...or writing vertically at all for that matter.
I like pencils.
I don't like insurance.
I like nature.
I don't like public speaking in Spanish.
I like spoken word poetry.
I don't like high heels.
I like community.
I don't like when the author's name is bigger than the title on a book cover.
I like Dylan's lyrics.
I don't like to shower.
I like knitting.
I don't like the fuzzies in socks when you wear them right side in.
I like maps and globes.
I don't like party planning.
I like hearing laughter.
I don't like telling people to 'be safe'.
I like roadtrips.
I don't like loopy bubbles in letters (like when people write the letter 'm' for instance and have a small loop on the middle line of the 'm').
I like pocket-sized notebooks.
I don't like frat boy sunglasses connector bands.
I like blonde eyelashes.
I don't like sticky hands.
I like helping others.
I don't like seeing thirteen-year-old girls in Starbucks.
I like bookstores.
I don't like air conditioners blowing cold air directly on me.
I like aboriginals.
I don't like chicken noodle soup.
I like modern dance.
I don't like eight hour bus rides packed to the brim from Cairo.
I like documentaries.
I don't like realizing that the b.o. smell is coming from the shirt that I pull off the floor to wear.
I like Mother Theresa quotes.
I don't like alarm clocks.
I like Native American prints.
I don't like alarm clocks.
I like hammocks.
I don't like itchy sweaters.
I like baby owls.
I don't like wasting.
I like hiking backpacks.
I don't like writing on the backs of pages. (But I'm trying to overcome for green's sake.)
I like different cultures.
I like napping in parks too.